Payday loans leaflets

I guess that if something wrongs happens in our life it is really difficult for us to forget about it. Am I right? We think about it all the time and we can^t forget that we have made a mistake of some kind. That is really surprising for me as I think that the best thing that we can do in a situation of that kind is to forget about the whole issue. We will feel better and no one should judge us as far as this is concerned. I know that it is easier to talk about it than to do it. I have learned about it recently when I have decided to leave my job. It was the worst job ever. My job was delivering leaflets advertising Payday loans. I can^t even explain to you how difficult it was for me to work in this company. They were driving me crazy and the salary was really low. I have been working all the time and I have been exhausted. I have to say that it was a nightmare and I know that I won^t do it again. The problem is that I keep thinking about this job. I have dreams with those Payday loans leaflets and it is really scary. Do you know how can I solve this problem or not? Thanks in advance for all your help. If you have a similar problem, please write about it and maybe someone will help you as well.